I'm the kind of girl that...

laughs when she wants to cry. stays quiet when she wants to shout. cries at night when she is alone. fakes confidence. tells people what will make them feel better. has hidden panic attacks at grocery stores. fakes her smiles and love for food. 

I may not be perfect, but I strive for happiness. 

I drink tea and eat pickles at night because everything else is scary.

I eat in front of people even though I don't want to.

I'm good at hiding my problem, but emotions are hard to hide.

I am going on and on about nonsense, but comments are always nice.

(: 

feel free to comment? it's getting lonely talking to myself

now for some random pictures.