Happy Holidays

This is how I feel.

I'm home for the holidays, and all I do is stuff my face.

Christmas is only three days away, and I feel awful.

I wish I could look in the mirror everyday without wanting to cry.

I want to scratch and claw away my frustration, but I know it won't change a thing.

I wish my parents could see what I go through.

Hell, I wish anyone could see what I put myself through.

I just want people to look at me, and see beauty.